damian + turion

[270207] Im leaving on a jet plane...

Well, i'll be leaving for Newcastle this evening on Thai Airways TG410 2100 hrs flight.. will be going in early i guess, take some time to walk around and stuff... it's still kinnda surreal whenever i look at my plane tix... cant believe that im actually gonna be going to St James Park to watch the Maggpies play... woo hoo!!!!

took half day leave yesterday to head down to ESPN to collect my plane tix and allowance with Terence... the sight of the Standard Chartered cheque bearing my name for a tidy sum kinnda blew me away... heh... im getting paid for my holidays... my allowance for the trip... went through the flight details like transitting at bangkok and paris... still haven packed yet.. haha... damian, always the procrastinator...

my mum's been nagging at me non-stop since she knew of the confirmation of the trip... always reminding me to do this, do that.. haha.. kan cheong lah my mum... haha... but i know she cares... Mrs Lau, my mum's boss actually bought and paid for my travel insurance policy... really nice of her... i guess my mum has always been lucky... especially in having Mrs Lau as her employer... you cant find many employers like that who treat their employees like family no more these days...

my mind's been in a swirl of late... the void is filled up with work and camp duties, for that im thankful... a moment's solitude only allows for the turmoil to rise and resurface, im confused, concerned and not beyond caring for the consequences of my actions... perhaps only time will tell, who knows? Fighting the demons within me will take time, until then, im am and still lost in transition...

Nickelback - Saving me

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for meSay it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm callin'

And all I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for meSay it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'Say it for me
Say it to meAnd I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

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