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Sunday, April 15, 2007

[150407] somewhere in the middle of this

ever had a particular moment where you felt like a total dumbass or a jackass? If you're shaking your head, you're lying obviously... well, this afternoon, i had one of those moments. not particularly enjoyable but i still manage to have them every once in a while and it just leaves you feeling so dumb that you'll have no problems beliving that your IQ is on par with that of a nim wit...

it all started with the CD case/voucher singtel mailed me, proclaiming that with the presentation of that voucher, i would get a $200 discount when i purchase the Sony Ericsson W880i handphone with a 2 year contract... so i ASSUMED prematurely that it was a direct discount thingy and with that phone being advertised at $468, a $200 discount made it immediately within the budget i was willing to pay so off i went to Woodlands only to realise as the lady at the sales counter patiently explained, the advertised $468 price was already taking into account the $200 voucher... darn, that felt dumb... i sheepishly smiled and declined the offer explaining that i probably would wait til my contract reaches the 21 month period or the phone value drops...

so never ASSUME my friend for when you break the word down, ASSUME actually makes an ASS out of U & ME... so never assume... always clarify and ask if and when in doubt... sighz... so i still gotta wait to buy my new phone, it's not that i cant afford it but im just not willing to pay $600 for a phone... geez... that's waaaaayyyy too much for a phone...

air conditioner at home broke down and so after over 10 years of examplary service to the PEH family, it has finally decided to call it quits... bad news for my wallet, gotta chip in for the new set if we're getting one... poof! there goes $500, oh well... guess, that's the grown up thing to do... haha...

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Dishwalla - Somewhere in the middle of this

I was out the other day
and I saw you in your big black car
and I was waving as you were passing
cause I know who you are
you had this look that of an angel
it was such a bad disguise
did you think for second I would not realize

tripping hard falling down onto the ground
cause I can't stand up
and I can't fall down
cause I'm somewhere in the middle of this

I was out the other night
and I saw you so we had a fight
it was late and I was lonely
and its such a long way home
so I asked you if you'd join me for a single last call drink
so you turned and bought us 2
and you didn't even blink
you had this look that of an angel
it was such a bad disguise
when you drink it makes you angry
when I drink I want you more and more and more

tripping hard falling down onto the ground
cause I can't stand up
and I can't fall down
and I'm somewhere in the middle of this

well I find it hard
I always tried to find the sane life
but I don't like the way things are
and I keep falling to my kneess
omewhere in the middle of this

turion at 21:45