damian + turion

[140607] Run, damian, Run

Finally got around to signing up for the Mizuno Wave Run, the 1st of 6 runs for the rest of the year, kinnda excited about the run itself, not that i expect to do well for it but at least i want to be able to finish the race. Walked around town with Redfox earlier on, and after a visit to Dollars and Scents, i came out of the shop poorer but happy with my latest purchase...

Gotta stop the extravagent spending these couple of months, savings have been dropping at an alarming rate... very very disturbing and yet, there seems to be an endless amount of things to be bought... the defining line between nice to haves and must haves are increasingly blurred, adding further burden to my wallet... curb, damian curb...

A friend once said that i was like a wooden block, that i have to admit... i've always been slow in picking up vibes and hints from people in relation to myself. I'm simply someone who's not very good at judging others' intentions and reactions and i dont read body language and people well... Girls/women are the hardest things to understand, many have said. To that statement, i have no choice but to agree... innate shyness and introvertness towards the fairer sex has hardly helped, all these in addition to being a klutz in conversations. How's that for a wooden block?

I wish matters of the heart was more straight foward and less complicating and confusing, if only they had a machine to print out how one felt so we would know immediately and rely less on gut feeling and pure guess work. Your smile that day is still deeply imprinted in my mind... haunted by a smile and yet, doubts still lingers... can i? will i? should i?

Snow Patrol - Run

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Yesterday's memories