damian + turion

[200305] Honey! Im hoommmmeee!!!

Yes yes, im finally back from internet-less wilderness. Seriously, it has been extremely tough on a personal level, when my comp was down, it felt as though suddenly i was isolated from the rest of the world even though physically i was still in touch and stuff but daily routines like just surfing net for news, listening to songs to pass time or playing games were all lost! Just makes me feel so pathetic,*whispers* to depend on my computer and handphone to 'feel' connected to the world.

wondering why im whispering? i swear im convinced that my comp has a life of its own, i wouldnt want to get on its bad side now would i? Anyways, a big holler out to all my brudders who were at my house yesterday and especially to sunnkmonk for his assistance in helping me get a new comp.. jeez... im sooooo poor now... i blew S$818.00 on my new computer... ouch, my bank account's admitted into the ICU now... sobx sobx and worse thing is I HAVE NO JOB!!!!

Interviewed for 3-4 jobs but none of them has yet to reply me, must be due to the fact that my enlistment date is uncertain, i was really hoping for the Hard Rock Cafe job... S$6/hr, with 1.5*S$6 for over 44 hrs worked in a week, free uniforms, staff meals and transport allowances when working late, damn, it would have been a dream job and for some perculiar reason, i love working in the F & B industry and the other 2 jobs were as you might have guessed, in the F & B industry as well, waiter @ Suntec Convention Centre and Barista @ TCC but they have yet to call me... ARGGGHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

Im dying...
no money...
feeling sick...
feeling lost...
feeling lonely...
feeling tired...
oh when would everything end???

Followed redfox & sunnymonk as they went to Raffles Design Institute and Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts to inquire about the courses there... firstly have to really applaud all those students who had the gall and balls to deviate from the mainstream path and leap off into what they believe to be their given calling... from secondary school to studying for diploma and deg in arts related fields isnt the most common path travelled by most of us... but they did and with determination and armed with tonnes of money from their parents or the friendly neighbourhood bank (they're charging 6.0% annual interest, most courses cost between 30-50K Singapore Dollars), they proceed to live their lives the way they want, the way they choose, they seek to carve out a piece of world all to call their own... anways, i followed and just dumbly listened, over the week or so, went to bugis, city hall areas no less than 5 times and most of the times ended the day tired beyond words with a thinner budget.. it's hard to live on my allowance these days... especially after they were cut by mum... cant blame her, she's struggling already... oh well... try less to go out these days but cant seem to keep myself to that...

im feeling under the weather right now, nasty cough that developed yesterday's still making its presence felt and i think im coming down with a fever... been engrossed in NP matters of late, i had a NCO/Unit Camp that eneded just 2 weeks ago, Swearing in colour party training last friday, Area 2 ATF on saturday, unit meeting later on at 1800 hrs, CCC meeting tmr evening at 1800 hrs, Unit promotion tests on wednesday, Area2 swearing in ceremony on friday and to cap this week off, the Finals of the Campcraft Competition 2006 this saturday... my my how exciting and the best thing is, i get paid!!! Yep.. you heard me! I get paid for all of this... a grand total of S$2.00 for an entire day's work... oh well.. i cant complain much, it IS on a voluntary basis afterall... *whistles*

I dont have a life do I?

im working on that aspect... still need to muster up the courage.. haha... zzzzz... my head's throbbing... gotta go ppl... damian out...

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