damian + turion

[060406] Frustration's creeping in...

Damn busy day yesterday evening, the crowd just came on coming in waves and to consider we werent full house and yet so darn busy. Lotsa things happened, took orders wrongly, gave wrong orders and it didnt help that the staff stationed at the BAR took forever with the drinks, imagining waiting for over 20 minutes just for your drink? I'll be pissed too...

Kinnda drained yesterday as I did closing, felt so darn frustrated... at the crew at the guests at life in general... so darn packed already and still I had to help with the indoors, im already stationed at alfresco then still gotta help with indoors, come on lah guys, indoors u jaga a bit lahz, i already swamped with orders and requests from outdoors... and the main thing that pissed me off was, Damian, please do this, Damian, please do that, Damian.... Damian.... Damian... fuck lah, no other crew members ah? I know, it's a team effort, but Im already attending to guests' requests or gonna take orders already, you still give me things to settle...

Fuck lah, just because i new, start pushing me around, come on lah, if you guys know Im new, dont expect me to do everything and get it right. Geez, and you were the one that told me to do it in the first place and when i made a mistake, please at least have the decency to understand that it was my first night having such a busy crowd. As I did closing, I must have been in a daze or at least in a very solemn mood, Heikel kept asking if i was ok and was i shagged or why did i seem so tense and uptight. Shagged? hmmm.. abit lah, i've been thru worst while at CBTL. Tense and uptight, understandable from my point of view at least... oh, another thing... as i was wiping the cultery, please at least help out abit lahz, or maybe it's just SOP to clean and wipe as much as possible and leave the rest for opening crew but when seeing i have 3 huge baskets to clean, it would be heartening to know if at least one or two ask or just sat down and helped... instead of walking around and going to change... damn u all...

Met Alvin yesterday, one of the management trainee that only recently left tcc. He seemed to be a very easy going and sincere person. Seemed to be one of those people that would be enjoyable to work alongside and he even helped here and there during the peak period. Cheers mate.

didnt really have a good night's rest... need to rest abit more... 4th straight day of working closing adn supposedly it would be packed tonight as there might be a premier of a movie tonight, geeez, not again?!?? And I wonder what was that "Good Luck" comment suppose to mean, in a sarcastic manner or honestly wishing me luck for the war on saturday night? Im begining to develop a dislike for the senior staff... oh well, feels so much better after venting out over here... but suck it up, F & B's always like that and working life too... oh well... damian checking out.

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