damian + turion

[140506] My name's Murphy

Just when I thought life was starting to be quite decent and acceptable, life finds ways to screw me over... I lost my wallet on friday... containing:

1. S$40 cash
2. Identity Card
3. ATM card
4. Debit card
5. TCC card
6. Cafe Cartel card
7. Fez bar card
8. TCC electronic punch card

ARGGHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've never lost a wallet before... why? why? why? It'll cost me S$100 to replace my IC not to mention i've lost the wallet i adored so much... arghhh... im the living, walking breathing epitome of murphy's laws... Shit happens.. yes it does...
Worst part is I dun even recall when was the last time I saw my wallet yesterday... or how I misplaced or lost it... only discovered during my break... needless to say, the most ultimate feeling of siansation u could imagine came over me... but hungry lah and i was cooking my maggie halfway through when i discovered I lost my wallet... so bo pian, makan first lahz.. The kitchen crew all thought i'd gone crazy.. lost my wallet but still happily slurping away on my maggie.. lol.. what to do? lost already, not as if the wallet can be found again...

Anyways, called to cancel all my cards and filed police report... managed to get a replacement ATM card already so now all i can do is damage control... the thought of spending 1/3 of my next paycheck on the new IC is just so sickening.. oh well, no one to blame but myself... i could always curse and swear at god and life itself... but nahz.. they are non-existing entities to begin with.. take it as an expensive lesson then...

Met up with fox on the fateful day as he wanted to go kino but some book called "How to become more interesing", brudder, you're a very interesting person already... no need to become more interesting... as the saying goes, too much of a good thing becomes a bad thing... walked around kino all the while deciding to pamper ourselves with a good meal at some nice establishment... Bakerzinn caught my eye but fox didnt want anything so in the end settled for early dinner at NYDC. First time i ate there (i know i know... sua ku right? haha.. well, there's a first for everything.)

HOPE...

Hope is...

False...

The denial of reality...

The first step on the road to disappointment...

no hopes, no disappointments...

get real, turion... let loose of all hope and thou shall be salvaged... and it will hurt less when the inevitable happens... Everyone has hopes and dreams... but most folks hold onto hopes and dreams that will never come true...

Yesterday's memories