Had a really weird dream last night... kinnda heavy hearted after waking up... still remembered the feeling after seeing what happened... guess that would be how it feels if i see it happening in real life... life goes on... have to adapt or else we risk being swept away by the tides of time and change...

Lastly, wishing all my muslim friends, Aini n Win among others a Selamat Hari Raya Puasa and of course all the non-muslims as well... happy holidays....

4 more weeks to POP...

Rascal Platts - What hurts the most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

(Not seeing that loving you)
That’s what I was trying to do